Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 5/21/2009 10:28:00 PM
Mm, I'm probably going to close this blog.
But that depends on who wants it not to be closed.
So, yea. Whatever.
Today, I dreamed of a pretty girl. In white. Was clumsy. But cute.
I dunno why I dreamed of such a girl.
I might not meet her in real life.
But, I don't care.
Perhaps it was an angel?
I couldn't remember her face.
Because I was shocked awake.
All I remember was the afore mentioned, pretty girl in white who was clumsy but cute.
I was shocked awake by Suhaimi's SMS.
It was about Andrew.
Andrew said.
"Holy crap, I'm so early. I'm going to touch myself to relieve time."
Screw Suhaimi and Andrew.
I was in Utopia for a short time.
I want to be in there for a longer time.
I wish I can dream of that person again.
I know her not, but want to know her.
God, if there is really any.
Make me dream of her.
Seriously.
My only wish.
-_-
Sounds unlike me.
But really.
If you could feel what I feel now.
You'd wanna meet her too, and stay in that dream for eternity.
Maybe she's a demon trying to trap me in a endless journey to hell.
But, I give no shit. To anyone.
As long as I can remember her face.
No, I'm not desperate/ despo.
But I'm just captivated by her "virtual" beauty.
Virtual because I saw it in my dreams.
But, dreams come about with daily thoughts, experiences and daydreaming.
Recently, I was having bad sleeping experience.
Nightmares about some demon guy who chained my up in a cell.
Burning me and piercing stakes through me.
I felt as if it was real.
But now it is all gone.
Now, it's dreams about Angels(or not?).
It's a good turn, and finally. I wish I can have the dream again today.
I'm rambling about things I shouldn't be rambling about.
Ignore this post if you want.
24 Hour competition and GameIN competition tomorrow.
Excited. Yet, nervous.
Alot of people is going to be watching us play.
Of course, I bet I'm going to get nerve-wrecked and mess up.
Making us lose the chance of winning. >_>
Okay so that's all. Gonna sleep.