One heck of a lame and boring day.
Disappointed with my results.
Screw them.
As if school wasn't bad enough.
My mom still had to add salt to the wound.

Sometimes, mothers can be good, but idiotic and irritating.
Everytime you go home, they ask you if you ate lunch.
If you say no, they will scold you say why don't know how to eat.
Then sometimes when you go home, they ask you if you ate lunch.
You say yes, they will scold you for wasting money outside.
Irony fail.

Then today, I came home.
And she asked me to eat "Ba zhang", meat dumplings.
I said, no thanks. I wanted instant noodles.
Then she scolded me say I so choosy and whatnot.
And usually I'm not choosy.
Just happened I felt like eatin' noodles.
Then she had to ramble on and on about wasting food.
Then she keep asking me to bathe.
I was SMS-ing. So duh, later.
Scold me for being a drag to her daily schedule.

So I went to bathe. After that, I wanted to go to the room.
She said, don't go in first. I want to clean the room.
So I went to the other room with my games and all.
And sat down on the wood doing nothing.
Then she come in say I nothing to do issit? So much time to sit around.
So, I didn't want to start anything and went out to cook my noodles.

She asked me if I was eating noodles.
It was right infront of her, and she asked.
So I replied. " Ming Zhi Gu Wen".
Then she started to ramble on and on about how I was very rude and unfilial.
And then say that my mouth would rot and other crap.
After that, neighbour came while I was eating.
Then she started telling her about how irritating and unfilial I was.
Saying that, "old already, got wings liao. Can fly already right?"
"Now not happy say mother very irritating, next time you become father then you know die"
I said: " Die then die lor, this life not worth living anyway."
She got angry at me and then screamed at me.
I threw my noodles away and went into my room.
Typing this post with a crappy mood.
Sometimes I don't understand how much of a screw-nut adults can be.

Not to mention, Bishan Road run this friday.
With idiotic results.
And the idiotic decision to make us come back on June 3rd to get results.
Now do you realise how much of a screw-nut adults can get?

And do I really look or sound like I'm uncaring?
Many people just look at my [scruffy?] looks. And say, oh-this-guy-rough-ah.
Then all scared and whatnot.
Then say simi I very mean/bad.

Tell you what.
I don't give a damn, or several shit. Unlike some others who give a few.
No, I don't give a nut about the fact that you feel that I'm mean or bad.
Everything happens for a reason.
If I ever annoyed you, or shouted at you.
Think about the reasons why I would do so.
I'm a very rational guy.
I do things with reason.
And good ones at that.
I don't get angry for no reason.
And even when I seem angry. I'm just really annoyed.
I don't get angry easily, nor are you capable of making me angry.
Because when I'm truly angry, I'm really to be feared.
Not that I'm making an exaggeration or anything.
Just beware that even if I have a very broad and big patience.
Similarly, if I snap, my anger would be very broad and massive.
Though its very hard to make me snap. Literally.
Just be careful not to cross the line.
Because that line means life and death.

Now that the moody stuff are done with.
I'm going to type out some other none-moody stuff with a bad mood.
I want the dream.
I want an angel.
I want to see an angel.
I want to believe that there are angels out there.
Or at least a fallen one.
If I could choose between life and death.
I'd choose death.
If I could quit living as myself.
I would.
Sadly, I was chosen to live this life, that people might envy, or people might think it sucks.
I have pros and cons. More cons.
But I want to stay like this.
So, not happy. Screw off.
Want to prove I suck? Win me in a match of anything. As long as I agree.
Otherwise, screw yourself.

My first attempt at poetry:
The white, white dream.
With snowflakes around in the background.
Looked like cream.
A statue of a horse in-between me and her, I found.

Time froze,
I looked into her eyes.
As beautiful as a rose.
Against the blue, blue sky.

I watched her walk away in the distance.
As I felt regret.
Nevertheless, with my persistance.
I forgot about her.

- Phil with lots of time.

Yea. It's probably crap. Because I just typed as I went along thinking.
So, any criticism from the great Wei Chuan / William is much appreciated.

Long post.
Tired.
Bye.
Signin' out.

Quote of the day: " What you expect? I'm the great Ah Tiang."