Sunday, June 07, 2009 @ 6/07/2009 05:51:00 PM
I want to destroy the moment.
I want to cling onto the moment.
I don't understand myself.
I expect to be able to make a fresh start.
Even if I try to hide in an unfamiliar town.
I think of the present beyond the window.
I want to run away from the urges.
I'll be confused by doubt until I run away.
If I follow my memories that were torn to pieces.
I can return to that time like a boy someday.
I was born to live up to the universe I imagined as a child.
I'm a baby, I want to cry.
The pain it takes to get it so good.
If living is a battle,
you can't help but win or lose.
I know that much.
Perhaps it applies to love as well?
My heart is pounding out of control from running towards tomorrow,
from the shock that made me want to cry.
I want to go on living honestly.
I just want to live honestly.
Like that boy from that day.
I was born to live up to the breath I felt as a child.
I don't want to stumble over someone's words.
I don't want to be confused.
Surely tomorrow will be shining too.
It's okay not to return to your younger days.
I'm a coward about tomorrow's way of my life.
But, I'll be standing on the path I can't turn my back to.
You were born to grant wishes.
I won't cry in order to get what I want.
If this is pain, it's so good.
Oh, and remember to listen to my blogsong to the end.
It's very inspirational.
I hope.....