Thursday, June 04, 2009 @ 6/04/2009 05:58:00 PM
In this dark times, all I wish is to be able to see your bright smile.
Through this thick and foggy darkness that blinds me.
Can I really smile like I used to? While struggling.
Will my dream really come through?
The place I really want to go to.
Can I cross this blue yet dark sky?
Can I believe in the dreams of having wings?
Smiling is not really difficult.
Smiling with sincerity and truth.
Is something hard right next to saying sorry.
Why do I bother waiting for your messages?
At that place, at that time.
Everything was in place.
The place was spreaded out across a map.
I know, you know. That narrow path I was lost in.
Easily, the only place I want to escape to.
People love holidays.
I do too.
Because I can stay up all night.
Play games.
But holidays are usually the days where I'm the most down.
More time = more thinking.
More thinking = more depressed.
More despressed = more fail.
More fail = nothingness.
I feel as if I'm in oblivion.
Sent to the Elyphian fields.
Which I really hope could happen.
This feeling of emptiness of mine.
Will it really disappear?
Darkness is my nature.
Evil is my blood.
Cruelty is my personality.
Hatred is my character.
Darkness is all I can see.
