Yet nothing to be happy about.

Sorry to all those people whom I've let down yesterday and two days ago.

My mood was... High unstable.

It's been years since I've fallen into the abyss yet again.

Although it was only for 2 days.

Staying in the abyss was sort of comfortable, fun, and strangely.

This post is going to be a long one.

Because I've lots to say.

Your fragile, clipped wings.

Are probably just tired from the blue sky.

You don't have to force your smiles for anyone else.

It's alright to smile only for yourself.

The painful loneliness continues to creep up on me,

a candle alight on the inside.

That gorgeous chandelier shouldn't be at a crowded party.

Like this one.

Why should I bury it all in the emptiness of these words?

I don't know anymore.

As long as we can swim freely in our dreams and desires,

we don't need the sky anymore.

Even if I can't paint over everything,

that happened up til' yesterday.

I'll still come out and meet you tomorrow.

Inferiority complexes and reconciliations.

Aren't things that will be overcomed so easily.

That mirror that remains,

reflecting the flower petals.

Looks like my voice is strained,

from trying to cry out with an impure love.

It's irritating.

In these changing times,

wounds will soon turn into scabs.

Without waiting for that to happen,

You're so beautiful, and so very fleeting.

That I'll fall in love with you everytime I see you.

Prayers and wishes shiver in the sun,

like traces of threads that have came loose.

It's probably alright to not think about loving someone,

as being too much.

Sometimes this world is a little bit too dazzling,

to walk looking upwards in.

When casting my eyes down,

as if I'm sinking, the dry ground slurps up my tears.

As if gobbling for more.

Why do we have to feel so lonely anytime?

Why do we have to feel so lonely everything?

You don't have to take on everything.

Just putting up with it isn't courage.

And yea, it was suppose to be longer by at least 15 lines or more.

I decided against it.

So I deleted that part and posted to my private blog.

And yea, again.

I deeply apologize for everything wrong I did for the past 2 days.