Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 8/15/2009 04:10:00 PM
Even you cruelly isolated me, who shall be able to understand my heart?
The candlelight is gradually going out in my eyes.
Why did you push me towards the definite edge.
Everything that's been broken blocked me so I couldn't move forward.
Imprisoned in the room furthest away from the sound of laughter.
Isolated in a spiral of loneliness.
The whole has closed up its streets.
A black night lingered outside my window forever.
I cry yearning.
But no one really hears.
Desperate to the maximum.
The only thing that's left is tiredness and fatigue.
The whole world's sky is full of white snow.
Then I realized that my heart was full of broken fragments of memories.
They stab me from the inside towards the outside.
It hurts so.
When I dream and turn over, I feel a stab, and bleed.
I curl up into a circle.
Just like a full stop at the end of every sentence...
The many boxes of matchsticks I used to light up the darkness in my world.
Is already gone.
All of them, used.
I no longer have any light to brighten up my world and move forward.
Do I really have anything to cherish?
Alone, electricity is never again found.
My world was never again bright.
Blue colored rain fell in front of my eyes.
Overwhelmed by sadness.
My pride doesn't allow my eyes to wet.
Grey-colored dreams are by my side.
I should have been accustomed to the nights without you.
Tears are singing for you.
The energy left on my shoulder might bring me just a little further.
Tears turn their backs towards the light, quiet and anguished.