Went to KTV with Yue Ling, Amelia, Vivian and Justin yesterday.
Had fun, but yea.
I don't like singing karaoke.
It's just weird to hear my voice on the mic.
But I kept getting forced into singing by Vivian and Yue Ling.

Above all those happy and fun times.
There will always be a time when one realizes things.

Unreachable

I saw you on the other side of the world.
I reached out for you.
My hand grasps empty air and I fell from the stone I stood on.
I want to hold you, I really do.

I trudged on wearily in the sand.
You reached out your hand, signalling me to grab onto it.
It felt like I could reach your hand.
But alas, the world turned black and I fell to my knees looking at my feet.

In my last few days in my life.
I wanted to see you for the last time.
When I felt like it was no longer possible, as I flashed a knife.
I thought I heard the bells you wore on your ankles chime.

I looked around with a renewed grievance.
Nay, you weren't around.
I walked on in the shadows in my experience.
I was never again, found.

- Phil 31/7/09