Saturdays ftw.

I slacked a lot the whole day.

It's all cool. :B

Well, happy things aside.

It's been a long time since I posted a sad post, so here's one.

I've been fighting to hold my emotions far behind me.

I've always hated rainy days.

Until you came by, and we sat together in the shelter, hiding from the rain.

Since then, I have always found rainy days pretty and lovely.

You told by letting go, bit by bit. I'll be able to go further, and further.

I held your hands tightly, for fear.

Imaging you by my side, before in my memories, you disappear.

I found pieces of my heart, washed up on the shores at a beach.

How do I pick them up?

Every one has been laughing at me.

Laughing at me, who doesn't know what's wrong with myself.

Laughing at the us who doesn't have a future.

The three sentences you whispered into my ear are carved into my heart.

As they resonate, my heart feels as if it is bleeding, again from the same wound.

Okay. Stop with the sad post.

Now on to the degrading post.

You might think you're better than me.

But in fact, it's the other way round.

You're never above me.

I'm was above you, I am above you, and in the future, I will still be above you.

You could never really win me in anything.

I assure you.

I'm not so sure about others anyway.

But I know, I'm way above you.

I'm out of your league.

Even if you chased after me for your whole life.

You won't even be close enough to eat my dust.

So, shove it.

And it's not self-assurance.

It's the fact.

And will always remain a fact.

I'm not too full of myself, because it's the truth.

Forget about any wishes to defeat me.

Weakling.

'Kay bye. :B