Tuesday, January 26, 2010 @ 1/26/2010 05:20:00 PM
Shitty day.
Went to school with a headache.
Did PE with a headache.
Guess what?
My leg decided to collapse on me right after PE as I go up the stairs to class.
Apparently, bad warm-up killed it.
I fell at the stairs, but had the railings to support.
And that was when they started cramping.
The pain shook in my leg for 2 minutes or so.
Before I could move myself up 2 more storeys.
The pain hasn't left my leg yet.
Screw it.
And when I went to take my shower 20 minutes ago.
My leg gave way again, and started to hurt like f---.
Lucky, as well.
I had a chair to support.
But, screw my luck.
Tired like hell.
Fell asleep during maths lesson.
And I still have my headache.
Lame shit.
Who should actually be sad?
Who actually gave up?
I've finally come to know that unachievable promises,
become shackles.
In reality, happiness is forever in shortage.
Sadly laughing at myself.
I set my heart to tell a truthful lie.
Hate is always easier to put down than love.
Let silence represent all my answers.
I don't love. I don't feel pain. I don't understand.
My heart is already as bare as the plateau.
Heartfelt words are not at all truthful.
Because it's ironic that the person who makes me smile the most is the person who makes me frown the most.
I feel sick.
I'm going to have a flu.
And I have a fever.
Screw this.
Will I be able to go to school tomorrow?
I wonder..
After reading about the happenings outside of his own island.
He realises that there was no point in living a life, alone.
He cries every night in pain.
Or, maybe, in loneliness.
For, he is alone.
On that island.
