Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 2/26/2010 07:00:00 PM
It's been a long week.
I was constantly tired for this week.
Mental fatigue and stress.
Homework coming in by the dozens.
Low test scores.
Lousy work production.
All of this hasn't hit me an inch for the past 3 years.
And now, for some reason.
They're hitting me like bricks.
What could it be?
I don't know.
Tomorrow is Ms Ng's birthday celebration.
Early morning fly kite.
And KTV in the afternoon.
There's no time to rest.
Sigh.
I guess Sunday's gonna be my work day again.
I've been thinking and thinking.
Is this the me I'm supposed to be?
A wolf without his fangs is but a cripple.
Have I forgotten how to be self-reliant?
Is it because of how I wish there would be someone somewhere?
Someone somewhere who can I can rely on.
I've forgotten the walls I've built.
I've forgotten everything that made me the way I am today.
I was never with anyone, anywhere.
I was never really with my friends.
In my heart, I was always alone.
That young wolf pup who traversed the plains alone.
Went out for a walk in the night.
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