But, that's just the tip of the iceberg.

To be a wet blanket.

Mid-years are next.

Followed by Prelims, for Secondary 4s.

And Common Test, AGAIN, for secondary 3 and below.

And, finally, 'O' levels.

There's no time to relax.

Though, we can always slack for a bit here and there.

Well, for starters.

I got back my chinese common test paper.

I got 26.5/50.

To many, its a mediocre score.

To me, its pretty much a far cry from what I expected.

To be honest, I expected only 10 or 15.

It's nothing to be complacent about, anyway.

It's still a lousy score, and something that is not acceptable for 'O's.

I have to work harder, even though I'm already struggling with my studies.

Physics, chemistry, A.Maths, E.Maths, even English.

I can imagine all of them getting even harder.

I'm barely skimming through my Physics.

Sure, I was pretty okay with it last year.

Now, I'm not even sure if I can continue with it.

I'm wavering.

Today's A.Maths paper struck me.

I was unable to do quite a few questions.

Either that, or I was unsure on how to go about doing it.

Its pretty much the same anyway.

I believe, the best I can get, is probably a pass.

I might seem all nonchalant about my studies sometimes.

But, really.

I want to do well for 'O's, at least.

I don't want to let down my parent's expectation of me.

I don't want to let all those money wasted on me, go down the drain.

Well, crappy common tests stuff is done with.

Holidays are around the corner.

People going LIA.

People going to Sarawak.

People going to Taman Negara.

And the once anticipated remedial-less holidays,

is now a remedial-ful holidays.

I guess, studying is still going to be on 24/7.

No time to rest.

My eyes have been closing at 8 or 8.30 nowadays.

I don't know if its the mental fatigue, or physical fatigue.

Oh well.

Besides that, I'm lucky I have avenues to get rid of stress.

I hope, you guys do have those as well.

I wish you guys a good journey ahead.

Bye.

P.S. I love cats, and cats loves me.