It's been difficult doing all the work that we have.

It's been difficult trying to work on projects that we have a shitload of.

Maybe I'm overbearing.

Maybe I'm the one at fault.

Maybe I'm doing everything wrong.

I don't know, but I only want to get the projects done.

I know everyone wishes for the same.

I know it's difficult for everyone to coordinate their schedules.

I know it's the same for everyone, that it's difficult to do work, study, and socialise at the same time.

I know it's group work, and everyone has their share of work.

What if no one else is free?

What if we can't finish the project?

It's a group effort, and I can't do the group work alone.

If I try to do all the work myself, I seem as if I'm not cooperating to make a group effort.

I would seem as if I'm trying to do everything myself.

That I'm obnoxious and what not.

I might sound demanding, but if I don't sound demanding, who is going to?

If no one has the initiative to do work, then are we just going to NOT do the work?

One has to be the bad guy to get things moving, so why not let it be me?

It's difficult for me to worry about the projects every single day.

I don't mean the others don't have worries.

I'm just... torn in half whether to be passive or aggressive.

I don't want to be viewed in a bad light, that I'm overbearing and stuff.

Yet, I don't want to leave work undone.

I'm doing my best.

I know you guys are too.

I just gotta live with it and do my best.