I don't see how anything like this is called being friends.

You don't reply to my messages.

I know that I'm annoying, but what can I do?

Just a simple okay, or even a "k" would suffice.

I miss you so much, yet I don't even know how you feel about me.

I'm split between thinking that you still love me and you hating me.

What must I do or think to find out whether you still think of me.

This feeling sucks.

I feel like I know the truth, but I'm denying it.

I don't know what to think anymore.

I wanted to be able to protect you and cheer you up when you're sad.

I'm in so much pain now.

My back, my chest, my lungs.

You used to care so much, just a little pain would cause you to fluster.

Now, it seems like it doesn't matter anymore.

I'm lonely now.

Without you.

So much pain.

I wish I could just die.