I still miss you now and then.

I still think about us now and then.

I see that you're pretty happy without me.

I see that you're pretty happy with him.

I know it was never meant to be.

I still die a little on the inside.

Does he really treat you better then me?

Are you eating well?

Are you sleeping well?

Are you smiling everyday?

Are you healthy?

Are you drinking enough water?

Did he do anything to you?

All these questions run through my mind once in a while.

I hope you're putting in the effort to try and study.

I know you never really liked studying, but it's just the last lap.

Once O levels is done, you can take a long rest without studying already.

I know you're happier without me.

So why am I still worrying about you?

I don't know.

Maybe because I can't forget the time I spent with you.

The meals I had with you.

The fun I had fooling around with you, making jokes.

The itch I had when you poked my side.

The warmth I had when you hold my arm.

Sometimes, I cry myself to sleep quietly at night.

Maybe now I can control myself a little better.

I don't drink anymore.

I don't cut myself anymore.

I still miss you.

I wonder if I appear in your head once in a while too.

I guess not.

Because that guy already took all the space in your heart that once belonged to me.